IT'S BREWING
CM through Eve 11th February 2014 Eve, this is CM. I know you wanted to talk to Adama, but this time you're going to take me. It's quite a while since we talked the last time and I wanted to ask you about your impression in regard of what's going on all over the planet.
Well, CM. I already thought that you and the GF might be going nuts to allow plastic snow enriched with nanobots and radioactive components like depleted uranium. But I assume you are going to tell me this is a part of the big „wake up attempt“.
Still too little numbers have realized the the wide factor of horror which comes with the technical possibilities of what they call weather control etc. The mean thing is that the masses would realize it only if it's too late already. In regard of Fukushima mankind is crying out because of the radioactive fallout, they measure radiation at the beaches, getting concerning results, seeing that sea life is passing over, but the idea of intentional genocide via weather control is still too „phantastic“ in everybodys eyes, so, who measures the snow and how would everybody check on this, as a home lab is not standard in this civilization.
For us it's some kind of tight rope walk to decide up to which degree things can be allowed for everybody to see and when to interfere. You see, when it comes to visible facts realized by some who are awake, many dark servants appear on stage to tell them tales wrapped in scientific outfits, mixed with a few physical facts, so that most people would believe it. This is becoming more and more easy, as more and more people show phlegma in result of being brainwashed. Who would ever believe that radiation upon a California beach would result from „picknics on red „throwaway“ plates“? Now, this was told, and some do believe. We have realized that for the acceptance of interference mankind – as a whole – would need a worldwide shitstorm concerning everybody and this shitstorm would need to interfere into everybodys individual life in a way it cannot be ignored, and remember: a shitstorm is usually made of shit, not of roses. You can well observe that it's brewing on many levels. This need was part of many previous discussions and updates – mankind does still not want to believe that playing with fire can either burn your fingers or even make ashes out of your environment including yourselves.
Now, it's coming dear ones. Go on and observe carefully. Some of you are tired of keeping being prepared and cease taking care of that. And I tell you, as your father and creator of this local universe: This is not a good idea! While I understand that you are tired of this being in a startup position over such a long period, you are still the model roles, the ones in the knowing – would you quit last minute and change your position from leaders to followers, just due to a lack of self-discipline? Quite a few of you were offered possiblities to be heard by more people than just a handful and you don't make use of it! You are in fear to choose the wrong words, to be confronted with nastiness, to face disadvantages. WHY DO YOU FEAR? As long as there is a possibility to speak out – SPEAK OUT! There are still ways to minimize your risk, be polite, raise questions – but DO IT! WHY DO YOU FEAR? I'm with you every single day, you may not understand the reasons for the ways we take but you know the goals and you KNOW I'M HERE. There are people among you who try to show up the connections between the events. THINK! THINK AND PONDER as long as you still have a working brain! And for heavens sake, – stop believing that your creator had to show up with a mildness which seems to be the only attribute of holiness for so many.
Ok, WATCH. Watch what's going on in the different parts of the earth. We have told you so many times it would take this road. We have told you about the potentials. Earth is under influence of mighty factors leading to the peak of events. And when the peak is here, will you – mankind – finally lift up your eyes from evil, up to the skies reporting my presence for everybody to see?
Beloveds, I'm aware some of you are thirsty for my words, for updates, for instructions. But the time for spoon-feeding has long been over. What has come is the time of a self empowered ambassador in christ awareness – in the knowing, who can be a pillar to his brothers and sisters amidst the storm. BE THESE PILLARS and STAND TALL, don't cease to strive for being in touch with me! AND BE WISE IN YOUR DEEDS!
There are answers to your questions why all took so long, you will be given these answers when the job is done!
Thank you for holding on beloveds.
Big hugs from your Big Cheese
Christ Michael of Nebadon
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THE KEYS OF REFORMATION 31st October 2013 CM through Eve http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6c-auOewlYc movie "LUTHER", important statement around 1.12 Eve, this is CM. I heard you pondering about this reformation day and I thought to tell you that it's not just down on the planet we celebrate this day but we do celebrate it, too, in the entire local universe. Honouring your reformer Luther as well as you, a handfull of extraordinary pioneers – we will have an official act of celebration on Salvington, when Lucifer will be officially confirmed again to be the administrative force of Satania. A long list of names will be read of universal personalities to be spoken free from guilt, whoever can will attend, except for a few who have not been found again after they disappeared. I won't challenge the admin of Urantia though, as it's important to have Machiventa remaining at his position. Of course, dear ones, your team will attend, too, you may receive flashlights, so you can sort them in. So, it's literally reformation time and nothing remains hidden. INTRODUCING NADA Peace be with you and strength,
beloved, faith where you meet lack of understanding, love where it was absent before and a divine connection never to be interrupted. Carry me like a fire in your heart, ignite the world by the divine spark. The white dove will be circling in the skies of this world. Behold this in your heart, always." Christ Michael Aton of Nebadon WE WANT YOU TO CHANNEL NADA Conversation between Eve, Esu and CM 18th Sept. 2013 Esu, this is Eve. I thought I'd just give it a try. Good morning, Eve, does that mean that you are back? I hope so. I thought about a „I have survived the vacation party“. You kept working on the other side all the time, you just don't remember. Besides, I'm enthusiastic that you survived. I've been missing our aware chats, at least I mean with you down there aware. So, do you think my request of no November initiation will be fulfilled? Esu grins. I think, CM told you already that your event last year plus the topics around BEYOND put you in a state of having passed the final tests. You bowed the rain, so to say, you have received a status of independance and sovereignity, so there will be no more initiations of that sort. Well, this does not mean that there will be no more challenges. There is nothing down here to be done without being challenged. And it's not just about down there where you are. I thought so. It seems, you are thinking about something special? Yes. Indeed. I'm thinking about something you have always denied to do before. Coming along with that idea one had to fear to become under heavy „fire“. Oh my goodness. Will you tell me details? I will, but allow me to get CM in first. Oh. You need to have your back strengthened? I want you to hear from HIM, what he asks you for. He will not force you into anything, and so won't I. But you must understand that this request was not just born out of a bore or a need to occupy Eve, but out of a seen need. Hm. Go ahead. CM: Eve, dear one, this is CM giving you a hug. I'm concerned about your well being. I've never stopped to mantle you with my soothing coat of love. CM, it seems, your introduction is well suited to direct my mood positively. CM: No, Eve, I'm just myself, telling you how I feel about you. But you might not like my request, we have been fighting many verbal rounds on this topic. Oh my. Eve: I'll try to keep it short. And please know that Esu is of my opinion. Ok. Eve. You have registered how many puppets are meanwhile dancing upon the showstage of AH which used to be my former second coming organizsation, girls talk, guys talk, invention of an Eternal Grandfather, they have left nothing out. And as you remember, I have announced that we are not going to publish anything further there through any leftover of „channel“. Yes, I see, but what does it have to do with me? I want you to do something which you have always denied to do. And that is? I want you to channel Nada. (SILENCE) Funny, CM, very funny. You know pretty well how my name was mobbed down by certain forces. Many would not even open the file or just to piss on it and tear it apart. FxCK! (Esu to CM) Have I promised you too much? (CM to Esu) You were pretty right with your prospect. Eve: The name of NADA is one of the most misused ones. They have painted it pink, washed it with softener and masked it with a mildness making a fool out of a lady warrior. How the heck can it be my turn to spread a cosmic Domestos into all those corners with people sitting into, who do not wish to loose their personal image of Esu's mate being a new age angel master, calling everybody „MY CHILD“? What do you expect? CM: Uhhhhm. Whom of us do you mean, now? Actually, YOU, CM! Yes, I have always rejected to channel Nada. CM:This is not demanded to be too much! Counter question: Is it demanded too much of you guys to just make the big rip and start the 3dds pressing the button? CM: You're just trying to change the topic. Why is it so hard for you to accept my request and make something out of it? The first lady of the planet needs to be heard and there's hardly any adequate person available to serve as a channel for her. Haven't I made enough out of it already, with BEYOND & Co, even without bringing Nada's name in? You have done incredible valuable service, Eve, this year was building an ideal foundation for serving as her transmitter... will you rather recommend her to withdraw into her cosmic kitchen to make dinner for Esu? Now, don't you think this goes a bit too far? No. See, Eve, AH is going on the next level spreading pure nonsense to people still believing AH was keeping to be what it once was. This is an orchestrated mobbing attack against you and your team, against the documentation of BEYOND, but even if YOU don't mind, they are damaging Nada's reputation furthermore, by ridiculing her and also my beloved female counterpart Nebadonia – with further soap operas. Today it's Talk with the guys and Girls talk and what's next? Perhaps Sex and the City of Morontia? (I giggle) I knew I'd make you smile. Back to the topic, Eve. I want you to add some real deal Nada pieces, possibly orchestated with Esu or me. So that – besides of the work of Tom Kenyon's book – there will be at least SOME true material for those guided to and deserve reading it. And what if …. I deny to do it? (grins) Ask Esu. (Esu grinning) I'll tie you to your office chair and offer you a candle light dinner for when you're done. Ok. Good to know. I'm going to ponder about it. But you are not telling me that your 3dds depend on my work? No, certainly not. (CM's looking straight into my eyes) Don't give me that look! It does not leave me any choice other than to surrender! (CM smiles) Very good. You see, noone can copy Eve's transmissions. Quite a few try to replace you, noone succeeds. I just want you to be yourself and show it to the world. You can start with „Nada through Eve“, asap, please. To maintain your secret for another while. I'm going to consider. Ok? See you soon, Eve! 25th Sept. 2013 CM: Now, Eve. Have you made up your mind in regard of my request? I've been pondering, yes, I could perhaps give it a try. Well, that's already something. Pls. Start with a piece of introduction and then – as you already are considering now – with a piece on the female role and family, perhaps. No recipies? Nope. No beauty talk either? Nope. How about dialogues with Esu? Sounds interesting. Depends on the topic actually. No cookies, please. Ok, then go and tell it to Nada?! I did already. Ok, ok. So, what else is on the plate? The elections in Germany, perhaps? These were not really elections. It was a show to suggest democracy, while backstage everything was „cut as needed“. Same procedure as used previously. Ok, done for now. INTRODUCING NADA LOVE IS THE BIGGEST TOOL OF CHANGE FOLLOWED BY THE COURAGE TO ACT AND THE WILL TO FULFILL 8th October 2013 Greetings to all readers, this is Nada speaking. You might have heard my name before, and many think to have heard my words. But words were not given many by me, and I will clarify about this later. You might be aware, perhaps, that I am the cosmic and eternal mate of the one you call Sananda, Esu, Immanuel Kumara. Nada is not my real cosmic name, it's a synonym I have given to myself to point out dedication in service prior to personal affairs, it's the one you are comfortable with, so be it. I'm a member of the Kumara family, I have finished my ascending carreer by receiving my trinitization in Paradise, coming out from there as a „mighty messenger“, as Esu is as well. Esu and me are in service to Christ Michael of Nebadon, currently occupied in this special seed plant project of Urantia. We have been here since earlier than yesterday and Esu and me were both involved in the mission of Christ Michael's 7th and last self bestowal on this planet, about 2000 years ago. While much is still being reported about the figure of „Jesus“ and his male disciples, there is hardly any information available about what I did. I was the female aspect incarnate as an adequate consort for the embodyment of the person you name „Jesus“. My former personality is the one you call Mary Magdalen, and although church and others tried their best to eliminate my memory and mission, they did not succeed, because there was a plan behind the events, and always a certain number of people around, who were in the knowing, willing to carry on the divine spark. Church has imprinted to me the image of a whore, but I was not. I was an initiate from the temple of Isis, trained for a special holy mission, as consort and important figure for the master of this local universe, on his final and 7th self bestowal, destinated to make him sovereign. I had a special training about kundalini-energy, and most people had absolutely no understanding about that. They just saw my golden bracelet shaped like snakes, – as a symbol for kundalini-energy – and they did not know it any better than to call me a whore. I have to explain to you – for those who have forgotten about it or even never heard of – that Christ Michael, as the creator of this universe, came in a „joint-venture“ incarnation – with his ascended master Esu – and me as the female aspect completing it, matching the holy trinity in paradise. CM was standing in as the representative of the Eternal Father whom you call so lovingly „Papa Source“, while Esu stood in for the aspect of the „Eternal Son“, leaving the representation of the holy (mother) spirit up to me. We were literally forming a descendant holy trinity according to the aspects of Paradise. I was leading a corps of female disciples when the mission unfolded and when it was about to close with the upcoming event of crucifixion I was entrusted with carrying the seed on. Immanuel and me had a common child, a daughter named „Sar'h“, who was born about 9 months after the crucifixion, as we received her literally „last minute“. This was no accident, but also planned, as she was destinated to carry the divine DNA on to her descendants, who became the founders of the temple knights and keepers of the true gospel of Christ Michael. Normally, creator sons on a self bestowal have order not to leave children on material worlds, but Christ Michael intended to make up for the tragic circumstances Adam and Eve had suffered before, as mentionned in the recent work of „BEYOND“. When I say „making up“ I mean it in a sense of „demonstrating solidarity“ with Adam and Eve who are still being mentally condemned by so many down here who just don't know better than to blame them for having brought sin and a curse upon humanity. And last but not least, he wanted to experience his creation to the fullest. Now, back to the topic of introducing myself to you. I want to let you have some clarification concerning your ideas about how I am like. You think, perhaps, you have heard a lot from me, but this is not true. You have heard a lot from people calling themselves „channels“, writing down their personal idea about me, some even claim they were my person incarnate, as they are so fascinated by the topic – some even have romantic feelings for Esu – that they are simply taken by the idea to be me. Behold this, folks, even if I was incarnate, I would never ever talk about that, not even secretly. So, these people are writing down their personal idea about me, beliving I was the superholy „Lady Nada“, keeper of a new age holy ray, soft, smooth, gentle, etc. Folks, time to speak straight. I am the female aspect of a warrior, member of the Kumara Clan headed by Sanat Kumara, I'm standing firm at Esu's side, standing in for Christ Michael of Nebadon, through hardships and despair. I'm no female activist though, but I'm definitely NOT living in Esu's cookie jar. I'm a maker, just as Esu is, member of a special troop, I have been doing my part, reliably strengthening him from backstage, managing preparations for future projects on the planet, and sometimes, when he finishes a hard „day's work“ I might wash his feet and dry them with my hair. You are going to see me, as you are going to see Esu, and I will be at his side, very officially. We need to talk up a lot of topics, you need a new concept for relationships and family, for education and social connections. So much has been distorted with you in this respect. I don't wish you to adore me, as some of you do adore the new age image which was artificially created about my person. TRINITY IN PARADISE IS THE ONLY ADRESS TO ADORE! I'm NOT speaking to you from a higher ground looking down upon you. I don't put you in the role of children. I'm speaking to you eye to eye, and also heart to heart, if you were just prepared to feel it. I have been with you as Esu and Christ Michael have been all the time, unrecognized by you, unknown, I have not retired, this mission will not be over for a long time still. In the time to come Esu and me are going to live among you, again, as a couple, engaged in something we call „adamic project“. Commonly with the planetary population remaining here after the earth changes, we will develop our model role and work out a new basis for evolution of society in divine alignment. May I turn to you with one request: Those of you who love to get lost in the romantic vibes of my relationship with Esu, especially in connection with the self bestowal of Christ Michael, please get rid of them. IT WAS A REAL HARD JOB. During this mission I cried many tears, many stories of hardships have never been told. Some counterplayers were not able to see me as the master's consort, as they regarded the master as a sort of nerd, thinking to have the right to regard me as some kind of fastfood from a sexual takeaway. It happened that one of the Sanhedrines once tried to get his hands on me, trying to possess me, which I denied. From this day on he openly turned his rage against Immanuel himself – who had come to defend me – he brewed trouble wherever he was able to and did everything to prevent Immanuels access to the temple. We had our daily hardships as everybody of you still has, from a distance it seems to be easy to talk about, but li ving this very simple life, having to integrate and manifest a giant mission on a daily basis is a very hard job, under primitive circumstances. Now, with the Second Coming due, will you folks be able to accept our new role among you? Are you ready to learn from the past? Well, at least I hope so. On request of CM you will hear from me again. We will discuss current problems of your social structures, which urgently need to be corrected. Now, who was that asking me about if sex was a part of the social structures? Oh my goodness (smile) – well, if the time is right we might even discuss that. Though I have already said a lot concerning this topic, – through Tom Kenyon, who identified me as „Magdalen“ – you can read his book as well if you wish to go into detail. And until we speak again, please don't hesitate to redo your images of „Nada“, and rather by thoughts than by cookies. Blessings, may we meet, soon! I Am Nada, your „housekeeper's wife“ This older material might support your research about NADA NADAS MEMORIES IN A MIND MOVIE We start walking through the forest of gold, yellow and red, through fallen leafs upon the path. I keep the blanket together with my left hand, while Esu has taken my right hand. After a while of walking silently we reach the sunny edge of the forest, upon a hill, where a beautiful look on rolling golden hills opens up. Esu has brought a blanket, too, which he enrolls on the sunny autumn grass, amidst the golden leafs and invites me to sit down. We sit close to each other and absorb the beautiful picture. „Isn't that a world of beauty“, he finally says softly into my ear, while I feel his warm breath tickeling there. I nod and turn my face to him. Esu goes on: „ All we do …. all hardships we take.... are for rescuing this beloved sphere. Feel my body, “ he places my hand upon his cheek. „I'm here, in this body, you can touch me, as well as you can touch the earth, we are connected to her.“ He picks up an acorn leaf and caresses my cheek with it. He goes on: „Amidst all your issues, you must remember why we came. You must remember our vow.“ And so I lay back in his arms to remember. Why did I come ? I'm standing barefeet on dusty ground, in the sun, long dark hair, age of 12. I'm about to go to the temple of Isis in Egypt to become a priestess, and initiated one. I have no idea how this came to be, was an arrangement of my parents. In the temple I'm told that I was going to be trained a special way for to serve a great avatar coming, .. on this memory I'm showered with vibes, and again, as I type this down here – which is usually a trick of the midwayers for saying „you are right“. I ask whether we were to live as a couple and they confirmed that this is intended that way. They emphasize that I have to keep being a virgin until the meeting manifests. On my finished initiation I receive a golden bracelet in the shape of snakes, symbolizing the kundalini energy. I have been studying the energetic flows of inside the body, I have trained mine, I know how it works. I'm told to always wear the bracelet as a sign for my initiated status. In my further life I learned how to hide the snakes, as uneducated people blamed me to be a whore. I still was a virgin. I often wondered how it would be, how „he“ would be, how he would „recognize“ me. Finally we were to meet at the well. My bracelet sparkeled in the sun and the magnetism between us worked. He helped me to get my water out of the well. Our eyes met and I knew. He knew. This was IT, destiny, why I had come. From this day on I lived for him, for service alone. I joined the mission, actively, and I was whole and it's strange that the words „whole“ and „whore“ just differ by one single letter. This is what I remember now. Again, these showers of vibes flooding me, over and over. I had very detailed visions. His face, his majesty, and I rememberd the feeling of bliss on having found each other. About the battle scars of Esu and Nada 9th July 2009 Esu, I would like to hear more about how it felt for you as a master to be in this 3D world in the mission with CM. Have you felt that superior, that the shadows of anger, rage and sadness and the like could not really touch you? Have you always been this HU-man or have you also been a simple man? Did you receive scars and does this experience still interact with your present being? Welcome, dear Eve, I see that you just tapped into the time 2000 years ago, and you prefer asking me rather than stepping into your own stored memories. So be it, (smiles). Well, you and Nada (and CM of course) came here as masters well educated, but did you not also have certain challenges when you felt your being human collided with your higher mission? I mean, in a certain way „Jesus“ did as well co-create his reality as we are doing now. Right. CM was subject to the free will, and this would have enabled him to decide not to be crucified, he could have easily gone elsewhere to continue his teaching. Nobody forced him to remain. And this decision was everything else than easy for him. As he underwent the same doubts and fears as every other human being on this planet. Of course his decision interacted with the people close to him, therefore my personality as Esu had no choice at all, due to our agreement before the incarnation. All of us were following the agenda to fulfill our celestial mission, and the emotions and hardships were quite a challenge for us. It was not easy for us, even although we came as masters. I had my moments of rage, of anger, of fear and also of sadness and of feeling overwhelmed. So, Nada / Mary Magdalen had the role of a woman seeing the love of her life become ridiculed, tortured and crucified, remaining in the world as a pregnant widow who was forced to raise her child alone in a foreign country. Maybe she felt that you went elsewhere to build up another existence without her. You won"t tell me that she always stayed in balance on the level of a „higher view“? I cannot imagine that this did not leave scars with her...how could she make her living with these scars? Well, dear heart, she was a well educated person with a high rank in the order of the great goddess, but in spite of this I guess she had no choice than making her living with these scars. And all these scars were of minor importance compared with her mission of being the living holy grail of the female energy. I had to make my living with the scars of not having her physical at my side. Everyone of us was whole in the self, but we were missing each other. However, we both were aware of our mission and would not have whished to endanger the success. Nada"s human experience around the crucifixion did place a very strong imprint to the stock of her memory. Her feelings and emotions in regard of my physical loss in her life were mighty, so mighty that they did rightaway overlay the awareness of the mission. She allows me to tell you that she nearly lost her voice, she cried until her voice was hoarse and her vocal chords felt like ropes. She was very much „man“ in this situation and she felt very much hurt in her gentle soul. When raising our daughter alone, she had friends around her, but these friends did not balance the loss of her mate. She dedicated her further life to the mission of teaching but to the emotions of a loving woman it always seemed like a compromise. Looking back later upon her incarnation she became aware how all was worth it, especially the honor to be a representative of Nebadonia to CM on this last mission before be coming sovereign of his universe. But all in all – this experience has resulted in her being even more straight than ever. This incarnation forced her to be strong in the outside, she thickened the walls around her heart and closed some doors, as these walls were attacked and fired upon, while inside – at least sometimes – the water was rising from her tears of missing me – in which she felt like drowning. All in all she learned how to glue a broken bowl and to live with the visible cracks. When I was then going on living in a different country – I tell you here and now – that no day passed without me sending her my thoughts of deep love. I often visited her in my etheric body and we were enjoying wonderous moments, nurturing the promise that we would have another very long and happy mission on this planet in the correction time leading into the days of light and life. 4th August 2009 Yes, she is a warrior of light, and she is carrying her battle scars of the material world, and the fact that she will again live together with me on this material world as my official consort will mean real and sustainable healing to the scars. We have made our plans in common and her wide and precious heart has well understood why things had to be carried out exactly in the way they were carried out – and not otherwise. After all is said and done, all of us will be stronger and more experienced than ever. I beg you to behold this well. The backstage briefing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXx1ZtEFWks Fragile days of men Joshua Kadison You are afraid, you are afraid in these fragile days of men. and i know You are afraid, you are afraid we may never meet again. Well, so am I but don't you cry because I'll be there in the song of your memory, in a land where tommorow never comes. I'll be there in the wings of a butterfly where the wind through the tall grass sweetly hums. I'll be there in the depths of a beggar's eyes, in the rivers of tears as the wars rage on. There in the kiss of a lover's lips. I'll be there even though you think I've gone, so don't be afraid Don't be afraid. 14th april 2011 Excerpts „Immanuel, what's up?" She asks him with sorrow in her voice. „Maria," he starts. „We must talk. I sense that things are heading for a finale. Time to face the potentials, my love. You know the facts. There's a possibility that we we'll be separated and that our common way will suddenly end!" He looks straight into her eyes. „It means that the sanhedrin and counterplayers will end my life, or at least try to do so. If it takes place you must remain strong – equal how I come out from this situation – dead or alive – I lay the mission in your hands. You as my consort were selected for this, and there are not many – if one at all – whose shoulders are wide enough to carry it on. You must be aware, Maria, that this is the mission of the Father, that this is an event which has long been planned – even before we came into this incarnation. This world has suffered a lot, and it will go on so far quite a while, but we – as the bringers of the light of dawn – have to take care of it, so that it may carry on and last. Maria, I see the tears in your eyes, but you and me must be aware of the divine mission in every minute, you must heed it in your heart, you must place the anchors in people's hearts, wherever possib le. Even if I cannot be at your side any more, I will always reside in your heart to strengthen you. Don't allow to be overcome by hopelessness. We are the carriers of the divine plan, and there is much trust in us. I guarantee you, the divine ranks of audience are filled with observers, and even if it seems that you are lonely and foresaken, this is not so, there is always assistance and you must never forget the order you brought here from the celestial spheres. (He shortly interrupts and caresses her cheek, deeply moved) He goes on: This is my personal briefing for you, Maria, I'm speaking on behalf of Christ, who I AM, expressing my deepest thankfulnss for the service you do and the willingness to take the hardships which are still to come. You will have to be very careful, Maria, as in certain circles it's known who we are, they will try to follow and eliminate you. They will try to take the seed away. You must follow your motherly instinct and protect the seed, so that it can grow." Immanuel smiles a bit and furthermore comments: „There will be the seed of the word of the Father placed in the hearts of the people, and there will be the physical seed placed in your lap. You are due to become a grail for the divine aspect, so to say, to gift a dynasty of spiritually educated human beings to this world of hardships, which are destinated to become the torches ignited by the light of the divine father & mother. There will be very few to trust, you must discern, carefully, or the mission will be blown. I rely on you, Maria. Don't seek the public light. Place the light-seed in the hidden valleys which have not yet seen the feet of many visitors. Work backstage, and please, when it looks like I'm gone, trust that I'm alive. There will be evidence, I promise you. I'll have to suffer and to drink this cup, but this will set a sign for the world to see. Maria, I ask you: ARE YOU AWARE WHO I AM?" „Heed, Maria, what I tell you NOW. I AM CHRIST, and I AM the incarnate son of the Eternal Father in heaven, and at the same time I'm Esu, your divine consort, My christed part will end this mission to ascend back to the spheres of the universe and the other part will try to stay a little longer to spread more teachings. Now, be strong, Maria. We cannot do this together, this is too dangerous." „Dearest and most beloved Maria. It's YOUR turn to fulfill your contract. I as Christ heartfelt ask you to take your part and fulfill what you signed. There is nobody else who could take over, this crossroads point is yours alone to handle, while my crossroads point is to close this circle of incarnation for the public." „I need to have your promise to go on, Maria, and be strong. The eyes of the universe will be directed upon you! Love is eternal, but these are just a few years on a planet of matter, remember your education. This knowlege makes you superior to all others, and it will greatly help you to be successful." He kisses the palms of her hands. „Maria," he says softly. This divine mission is that big, you may never ever allow it to be overlayered by personal concerns. This is a single and unique chance. You are the only one whom I can brief that directly. It's in your hands to care best so that it will not be corrupted. Most likely parts of it will become blown, as you cannot be everywhere at the same time, our disciples will do the best possible, but some will become victims of their deficites and spiritual ego (he speaks with more urgency) ... Maria, will you promise me to carry the mission on?" (She just stares at him still hesitating). „MARIA!" (She looks at her hands, rank hands of a woman, and her bracelet with the golden snakes shines with the evening sun. She remembers her education and temple training in Egypt. She was told that she was being trained to serve a great Avatar coming. She understands. Immanuel still looks at her, His eyes easi ly penetrate her being up to the core. Slowly she nods.) „I will take over, I promise you" she replys, placing her right hand upon her heart. „I promise you out of my deepest divine I AM presence. I will carry the mission on." Immanuel is very serious. „I thank you on behalf of this entire universe", he answers. „I thank you in the name of CHRIST and in the name of the one who came to be the guide. Peace be with you and strength, beloved, faith where you meet lack of understanding, love where it was absent before and a divine connection never to be interrupted. Carry me like a fire in your heart, ignite the world by the divine spark. The white dove will be circling in the skies of this world. Behold this in your heart, always." ESU TALKING ABOUT HIS PRIVILEDGE I'm priviledged, as I can say: This is the lady who held on and on, through the tsunamis of life on all levels... This is the lady who taught me the mysteries of Isis. This is the lady who served round by round... This is the lady who has in the same instant been in the arms of Michael of Nebadon. This is the constellation of God Father, Son and the Maternal Spirit. I'm blessed to have you here in my arms, beloved CM is feeling blessed to have you in as a member of the team. So be it. Esu. Eve: Ok, I thought to add some bonus material. This piece is not brandnew, but when I wrote it down with CM – who was in a joking mood obviously – I knew there would not be any chance to publish it right away – some would call it bottomless, while others would name it a soap opera. It was .... let's say – a bit too revolutionary, a bit too straight forward – and with myself there was a certain percentage of insecurity left about the question if CM might perhaps have sold me down the river. I have decided to call this explanation a bottom line to the big question why CM left his very own DNA on this planet – I think the main purpose really was to have a complete treefoil of trinity representatives on this mission – but including a valuable and highly appreciated side effect of exploring the complete range of CM's creation down here. WHY CM NEEDED A DOUBLE INCARNATION CM? At your service, Eve! Hey, I got an idea why you needed that double incarnation, but I want to hear it again out of your mouth! So you are prepared to hear the truth, the truth and nothing but the striking truth? Yep! Ok. At first, I"m putting up my occasional halo, to make it look better. And if that"s not enough, I plead for mitigating circumstances. You know, Eve, it was going to be my 7th and last mission on the road of gaining sovereignity. I was aware that my universe is extraordinary with some very dark spots and my lovely seed planet quarantined, a material world , very far away. With some very nice life forms and creations of my life bringer sons. I was keen on exploring that planet myself and I wanted to explore it thoroughly. My father, the Eternal Creator, was impressed about my intention of pioneering and he knew me very well, so he emphasized – especially for me – not to leave any children there. To be true, I had not pondered about that topic yet, but after he mentionned it I could not stop thinking about how it could be that especially this interesting issue of physical love and fertility should be missing for me. Ok, speaking straight, I was not amused. And I was not yet sovereign to do that against the advice of my father. After pondering a long time I got that flash with the double incarnation. The "wasn"t me" -effect, understand? So I developed my strategy of something nobody had ever done before and maybe never more will, as I keep the technique my little secret. At first I had to find the companion and I thought about the Kumaras, as they are so special. So unconventional, and I rightaway thought to choose Esu, due to his history and courage. I called him for a secret meeting and I clearly remember that he seemed to be fascinated by the thought of a do uble incarnation. He brought it clearly to the point when he confronted me: So you need this double incarnation to experience the human sexuality on a material world? Ok, that was straight, but he had hit the core. On a material world in a primitive state like it was on Urantia there"s a high risk of leaving children after having experienced physical love. Now, what should I have told the Eternal Father? But with a double incarnation I always could have said: that"s Esu"s kids. So we "sold" this double incarnation to the Father as necessity for a navigator in dangerous waters. Ok, my compromise was to keep it somehow familiar. Esu agreed to convince Nada to join the party as his consort so that the connection would match. I tho ught it could be interesting also, to leave celestial DNA, like Adam and Eve had done it during their mission – as an improvement, so to say. At least I thought it was worth trying. Ok, CM, Another question.Was the experience worth the efforts? Absolutely! Officially I state I was out of body when it happend, but you know me too well to believe I did that. I think the Eternal Father knows that I worked with tricks, but he"s used to that. Anyway, the roles in question were acted out joyfully and this experience was a real sweetener in my difficult mission. Now, will you still serve me after having confirmation that the reason for the double incarnation was mainly to experience physical fusion in love between man and woman? No question, CM. I think it"s your celestial right to explore everything you created. I knew I could rely on the Kumaras. Grin. And now I"m sovereign, and tricks should be past, at least on that level. So, have you now been Esu"s hitchhiker or has he been yours? As well as. Anyway, I loved it very much, I really, really did. I was human through and through and it"s horrible how something that wonderful could have ever been misused so greatly. The time I enjoyed it was just short, but it really was "the best that love on a material world can be." So, CM, thank you for your breaking honesty. You may take your halo now down again. Proud to serve you! Relying on you! CM WHY SHIPS SINK 27th June 2013 CM through Eve This morning, I was expecting Esu to approach for commenting the latest concerns, but it was in fact CM coming in. He was in a mood where nobody would even slightly try to discuss with him, or to make efforts to have an easy chat. His radiation was one of sovereign to the extreme, and so I took my pen to just take his dictation. Eve, this is CM. Thank you for taking the targeted message for Candace. She has just hit another nail to fix the top of her coffin and this is the end of hope in abundance, at least for this organization. She has gambled the meaning lightheartedly, by allowing to be taken over by role players. It's hard for me to watch such things, as enormous potential could have been set free, instead so many do still not realize what is going on. Listening to confused talk does not even ring a bell like it should, and by not examining the contents people are making a tomfool out of themselves. How much would I have loved to have this project seen successfully going into the finals, but this chance is done now. The metaphore of the tree separated from the roots Beloveds, sometimes, when a tree is cut down, it's still green for a while and sometimes blossoms still open up. But the connection to the roots remains cut. So, if you apply this metaphor to AH, it's just a question how long it will still keep on being alive, nurturing itself from a stock of reputation, until the storage will be used up. The process of connection fading away has been active for almost one year, you can see it easily when you go to the archives of AH and check out when the last „update“ in old manner was posted – pieces by me through Candace. I hope you have registered that all which Candace faked to be by me to Eve was nothing else than a strategy of ridiculing her, pretty much as it is still being done by the NWO to the pioneers of light and life. Hardly anything was left out, crucifixion, a cyber funeral and black magic attacks. As you will remember, the taking over of the media has a key role at the game going on, people are being brainwashed by repeating the same untruths over and over.... AH has now integrated this perfectly. HOW ABOUT THE TITANIC? The phrase goes: You just need to keep the little secrets – the big ones keep themselves …. by disbelief of the public. In 1912 the TITANIC sunk. What was told about this before? I recite: „Only God can make this ship sink!“. Now, we all know what happened then. Beloveds, it's being called „act of God“ by you in general, but you are hopefully aware of the fact that GOD DOES NOT COUNTER HIS BORE BY CAUSING HAVOC. God does also NOT have any need to prove him being almighty by sinking a ship, just because it was described as unsinkable. Ships sink due to human failure, by storms, sabotage or warfare. In a similar way as the Titanic hit the iceberg AH was driven straight against the wall. This could just happen because there was a point where some left the path of truth. ASCENDING AND DESCENDING SONS Currently incorrect teachings are being spread by Candace to prove Eve being wrong. Creation differs between Ascending Sons and Descending Sons. Ascending Sons start their career on the worlds of matter, while Descending Sons are being created in Paradise or by the creator sons. When an Ascending Son reaches the goal of his career, making his ascension to Paradise and becomes trinitized there – which means fusion with the paradise trinity (you can read more details in the UB) – he returns as a descendant from Paradise to take a job in the Great Universe, if he decides not to resolve his personality to remain united with the Eternal Father. But although one could say „Desending Son“ this is not being practiced, in order to differ the different ways of development and not to think the individuum was created in Paradise. So, as Esu is a mighty messenger you can easily understand that Esu was trinitized and has long fused with the Father, to be his mighty messenger according to his achievements during the previous carreer. It's the same with Eve, she was trinitized in the same group as he was. She's a mighty messenger as well, and you are not the only one sitting at the „right“ side of the Father, Candace. To people in the knowing your explanation sounds confused, but I'm in sorrow about those who still keep glued to your words without being able to make up their own mind. If there's something positive left for you, you are willingly and awarely putting it at risk now, Candace. I have not ceased to appreciate you as the person believing to be in service to me in this local universe, but I'm not amused about the concept and the outcome of your daily actual deeds. You expose yourself in a manner which does not seem to be clearly aware to you, and I cannot do more than to speak straight to you at this moment, hoping for insight and a turnaround with apologies to Eve, Michael and all members of her current team, who have received unfairness and efforts to ruin their reputation by you. I suppose this will not happen, it saddens me – but still I understand that you cannot stand „loosing face“ in the public. Depleted forces and tricky influence of doubtable advisors have led you to the point where you stand now, but of course this is – all in all – the reality you have created for yourself. Please note that it's neither Eve nor any other member of her team demanding apologies by you, it's me in person. You have decided to bite the hands which were so loyally and lovingly feeding you with new inputs for improvement of your earthbound concepts, you based your actions on assumptions instead of working through arguments in detail and instead of seriously talking all over with me. You were willingly allowing influence of people greedy for power and jobs, taking a hold on you and although having been all my pride and so smart during the past years, this has seemingly come to an end now. Your cycle of creation turned into a cycle of destruction You were passing a point when you allowed more new age influence to establish at your organization, like putting in a trap of light, although you had it all, you put everything at risk... Although you and Ron have done a lot of teaching about Germany in the last century you have not overcome a resistance against Germany by yourself, and you are not the only one in this. You have failed to do your homework here, and while Eve and her team were 100% loyal to you, fighting battles out there on our behalf every day, you have allowed destructive seed to be placed in your heart. We have documented all that was written, these people were humbly taking all the bashing by you and your supporters of a doubtable strategy, you did not read in detail what they tried to explain to you, instead you offended them, you were literally turning their words around – remember the games you allowed and supported at the KESHE thread on 8star? And still, these people remained respectful and empathic with you and they were silently consuming all your „not so nice stuff“, served to them by you as the boss and president of AH. They were striving to be constructive, while your answers were the contrary. You told Eve you were not her nincompoop, while she explained to you everything about a real deal, protecting her webmaster, whom you demanded to be fired by her. But you know, Candace, I'm not your nincompoop either. This was nothing else than a game of power you chose to play, and you still go on, unfortunately, while you should seriously strive to look for MY TRUTH. THE LAST ONES SHALL BE FIRST I advised Eve yesterday to put a targeted message to you on her forum, encouraging a certain double tongued person to deliver it to you. I repeat it again here, and I'm serious as serious can be. While I honored you by the title and the use of my symbol I can as well revoke it, which I'm doing now. TARGETED MESSAGE TO CANDACE CANDACE, ESU AND ME ARE MORE THAN PISSED ABOUT YOUR BEHAVIOR. EVE HAS NOTHING TO HIDE, SHE IS TOTALLY RIGHT AND ALL YOU READ FROM THIS FORUM IS JUST ABOUT YOUR OWN INFAMY. FOR THIS INCARNATION, EVERY HELP SEEMS TO COME TOO LATE FOR YOU. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU WERE DOING FOR THE CELESTIAL MISSION, BUT CURRENTLY WE DON'T NEED YOUR HELP ANY MORE. ABUNDANTHOPE IS NO LONGER MY SECOND COMING ORGANIZATION, YOU HAVE PERSONALLY GAMBLED THIS RIGHT AWAY. I AM DONE. CHRIST MICHAEL OF NEBADON As Eve is now doing the job you failed to do properly, including all the revelations about my son Lucifer being alive, I'd be more than pleased if you just stopped messing around with her and her faithful ones. You won't uncreate Lucifer by telling everybody that he had been uncreated. TRUTH CANNOT BE CHANGED BY REPEATING LIES ALL OVER. I'm passing the torch of truth now on to CM-org, very officially, and you'd do fine in accepting that. I sign this Christ Michael Aton of Nebadon Sovereign Before he left, CM hinted me to the fact that this time it was not up to me to decide whether this piece would be posted and when. He said: The publishing of this piece is an order I give you as the sovereign and Big Cheese of Nebadon. PLEASE THINK OUT OF THE BOX 20th June 2013 Good morning Eve, this is CM. A few days after publishing BEYOND it's now time to make some comments on the situation. At first, please take again my deepest gratitude for speaking out things of which some forces had never dreamt they'd ever come rolling over anybody's tongue, leading inevitably to reactions which were more or less expected. We have been closely observing reactions and while I'm pleased to say they have come out to be more positive, WAY more positive than expected, there are some hardliners who have not seemed to move – not even slightly – which is regrettable. BEYOND is a great chance to think out of the box, an open window of opportunity to view things from a different perspective. And sooner or later you MUST think out of the box. Have we not told you more than one time that many of you who are reading here are not uneducated seekers but having some considerable universal careers in the background? Fundamentalism So, it cannot be about waiting until some kind of fundamentalism shows up at your horizon to nail you again to a matrix of having to be „good sheep“. It was more than one time when I tried to explain to you how my creation is meant to work. My creation has a strong focus on evolution – and fundamentalism is death to any kind of real evolution. You can see that many times, reviewing your history, how downward spirals are being entered by civilizations manifesting fundamentalism. Perhaps some of you are now pondering where their connection is in regard of fundamentalism. Let me explain further. There are those among you who see the Book of Urantia as a fundamentalistic work. I'd say, it has turned out to be a great foundation, it contains much truth, but as Monjoronson recently told you – adaptions have to be made, left out things told, incorrect statements deleted - … as there was intentional fake included... so also with the UB it's essential to think out of the box. In BEYOND we have taken some efforts to grant you a better understanding – now, some try to prove Eve being wrong by reciting the UB. This is pretty much fundamentalistic, isn't it? Especially, as you were already TOLD in BEYOND, that even the UB should not be regarded as something carved in stone. Some of you say: This is not how creation works. So, dear ones,... you are telling me how creation works? There are myriads of ways how creation works, explored ways and other ways which still need to be explored. But there's a basic concept to my creation – while love and humility is the common denominator to every creation as decreed by Papa Source. Sometimes, if there's harm to creation, tough love has to be applied. I was about to apply it, unfortunately some were not pleased by that. But you cannot simply take the cure for different concepts and expect it to work on another concept being totally different. You, beloveds, you NEED to think out of the box, as this is the foreseen concept of my creation of Nebadon. Talking platforms I'm not pleased by some of you still trying to spread so called „teachings“ not matching the concepts of Nebadon. And as I'm just about to talk about unpleasant things, - to say I was not amused would be quite an understatement – to hear the announcements about my dear brother Ephra „getting the boot“ for trying to create an account on your new forum, Candace. I tell you, he has NO ambitions to step in there, and I have personally suggested to others to stay away from it, as well as from the old 8star forum for a big capturing and binding of energy and not so nice vibes is going on there. You have done lot's of useful service to me, Candace, while you now have reached a point where you went too far. You have created to yourself – with help of others who did not „get“ what's going on – an image of a personal enemy to you - and while you have been correct in many other cases you are NOT correct tis time. And it's not that information would not have been available to you – it actually has always been – but you denied to see it. Many times you managed to think out of the box, this time it did not work. I hope you go on trying, and I wish you to finally gain insight about that what you are doing to Ephra, you are also doing to me. It's with regret and wearyness that we observe gossipping going on at the talking platforms, even doing it in a way some perceive as „spiritual“ … and they decorate these posts with hearts and other pictures …. which does not make it any better. Insight has to grow, though, inside of every single individuum, perhaps you could work on it by questioning your selves „What would CM do or say now? Gurus There is still a tendency to look for gurus. But looking for guru's is hindering your development. Nobody will spare you from making up your mind finally and if you deny that, you're going to find yourselves in a dead end. A guru is not always a person, it can as well be a certain philosophy or mind construct. It can even be implanted fear about an enemy just in your head, a mere image which you bought. Whatever your guru is, - it binds your forces and makes you glued to something which is then in control over you, as long as you don't recognize and stand up to be free again. Rather makers than matchers Beloveds, universe is not in need of slaves. The „be a good dog and get a reward“ system is not the basis of my creation. Commitment to Papa Source including 100% service must grow inside your hearts and it must be fed with the intelligence of the soul, so that talking about the flame of love can be literally felt in every word you say, otherwise you make words become hollow shells. It's not about performing service in order to be rewarded by anything, a heart carrying the ignited divine flame will find fulfillment by being in service, humbly and pure, and once it is like this, divine gold will come raining down on you to overwhelm you with bliss. Before I get too poetic now, let me try to express it more in a „get real“ way. I wish to have originals, not copies. I wish to have people around in my universe who are rather makers than matchers. Once you are truly anchored in the divine, growth must be allowed beyond intervening a washing machine. The basics needed for this are an idea about my idea of creation. It's helpful to research here. Now – as it is with archaeology – if you dig through the dirt and layers of soil it may happen that you find relicts – old tombs or even buildings – or monuments. Memories about a monument Eve: GOSH, CM! AS you tell me this, I remember something from my childhood! I loved walks through the forest together with my Dad, and one time when my father and I had explored some „new territory“ I reviewed it at the city map later. I was fascinated by the names of the single territories of the forest on the map, and was pondering how the names had come to be given. The location fascinating me to the extreme was called „at the monument“. Remembering, I find that it was feeling to be a strange mixture of mystery and history … and I even made a drawing of how I thought the monument could have looked like. I made it look like a monument of war, with the horse of a dead soldier to be remembered, and with swords on it. I felt a need to go there and research about it, but I was just a child of about 10 years, so it did not manifest for me. Then, in the following decades this memory was buried under the dust of life. Hard times for pioneers CM: Well, Eve, something about the importance of a monument was stored in your DNA. You know there was some mystery to be revealed, but you had never dreamt that you had to move far away into the density of matter to finally be able to get to the core of the mystery. As you will have realized, Eve, pioneers do mostly have a hard time. In the history of Urantia there were times when people believed that earth was a disc, and then an ingenious mastermind incarnate found out that earth was a globe. Many scientists and inventors have been ridiculed for their new insight, this has not changed until this day, but they all had something in common: THEY WERE ABLE TO THINK OUT OF THE BOX! Whenever you get the impression that somebody wants to hinder you to do so, something is wrong, VERY WRONG. Mankind is in NEED of pioneers.... while having heard and accepted meanwhile that this planet is a globe, mankind might still believe that universe is a simple construct with God's office in one corner and him pulling the strings to fight his bore. But you must come to understand that there is so much more and that Papa Source does not strive to gain orgasmic feelings from being praised and adored by submissive subjects rolling around in the dust of some planetary floor. Misuse of education as a prison of mind Having a look at your education system, what do you see? They want your kids to get conform in thinking and believing lies about reality, so that the system can be fed with good slaves. Even as worse as entrapping the body into a prison is entrapping mind into a matrix. Good education encourages individualism, to find out more, to stretch out wings to fly. The contrary of that cuts the wings of an individuum in order to fix it and tie it to the ground. Teaching is about being a wayshower. And of course, teachers must be discerning people being able to think out of the box. Equal what you explore – enjoy your fascination about it, but make up your own research about it. Put your crutches away Certainly, thinking out of the box is not „everybody's cup of tea“. I cannot force you to do so if the needed maturity triggering that has not yet been developed by an individuum, but I'm always offering to you my direct guidance. Now, Eve, let's close the topic for today, and thanks again for your couraged „thinking out of the box“. I hope more people will embrace this inspiration as a support to develop a stronger character aligned with divine ethics and moral, so that they might finally be able to put their „crutches“ aside and start walking without them in a strong and upright manner as it has been defined for all citizens of Nebadon. Salu, this is your Big Cheese, CM Aton Love Truth Faith
9th April 2013 Eve, this is CM! You are doing great in all of this. You chose the straight way out of the sinking mothership ...you see people voting for power rather than for truth – or for comfortable neutrality and fence sitting than for engaging their mind in discernment. INTRODUCING OF A NEW WORLDWIDE ENGLISH PAGE FOR CM and encouraging messianic projects
Eve, 23rd March 2013 When I still used to work for AbundantHope, we had – for quite some time ongoing – already thought about making another site for AH-Germany in English for expanded work over Northern Europe and with options to post contributions concerning countries from Northern Europe with other languages, perhaps... In addition, we had thought it might be nice to have an alternative Site in English, for "just in case" emergency situations when the US server might be under attack, so that AH-worldwide can still have "a voice". Now, with all changing rapidly, seeing ourselves forced to uncouple our organization from TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN SEEDING WIND THOUGH SHALL REAP STORM BUT HOW ABOUT THOSE WHO SEED STORM? CHRIST MICHAEL ATON OF NEBADON Excerpts from Skyfall
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